I can’t image that how a parent can live without her kid.
--To parents who lost their kids
I am afraid of sleeping
cus once I closed my eyes
I could not only see the darkness but also your face with smile
I am afraid of waking up
cus once I started to think
I could remember the truth
That u had left me
left the world
and gone
I used to cry
to shout
and to beat myself
until my tears was beyond
my throat was hoarsen
and my power was run out of
I can still remember
that u promised me
u would take care of yourself
but the truth is that
I cannot even find your dead body
What did u do
Where…
did u go
U mush have gone somewhere!!!
U have to be someplace!!!
I know you died
all I want is your body and one look of your peaceful face
but I also know that it will never happen
In the end
I can only blame
blame on myself that I can only let u go but doing nothing
I can only accept
accept the truth that I cannot see u even one more time
I can only prey
prey for next life
u can meet a good her
who can take better care of u
than I did
cus I am one mother
who lost her kid forever
本文作者：困言之说
我在这儿想你，你在别的地方不知不理。
